Ch-Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes

I am about to make the biggest change of my life. I've kept it to myself for a while and will continue to do so until I feel that people will accept my decision. Notice I said accept and not understand. My head feels like it's going to split open when I think of how hard I've tried to make others understand where I'm coming from and now I'm at the point in my life that I just don't care anymore. I don't care if you understand, I don't care if you agree. But I at least need them to respect what I've decided.

The time has come, the walrus said.

Namaste

I really feel like maybe I should start doing yoga or perhaps meditating. Lately, I've been getting really irritated with people. I wouldn't say that it's for no reason, but maybe I should learn to let things go. At least, that's what my mom keeps telling me.

That's not my nature, though. While I do know how to choose my battles, there are some things that irk the hell out of me and I just can't let it go. Like a few days ago when my brother asked me how my job search was going. First of all, that's just annoying. Am I still unemployed? Okay then. That should be an indication of how it's going. What really pissed me off is when he said "I bet a masters in psychology is looking really good right now."

Actually, it's not. Yes. 10 YEARS AGO I want to be a psychologist. However, I have since changed my mind so whyyyyyy would I get an advanced degree in something I don't wish to make my career? Exactly. It bothers me to no end when people are basically telling me that what I choose to do now is not good enough or not a good decision. Which I expressed to him and that should be the end of it. However, I can't stop thinking about how annoying that moment was. That's how it's been lately with a lot of different situations. It'd be one thing if I held my feelings in and let them fester, but I don't. I make them quite known but I still can't let it go.

I might need something stronger than yoga. A lobotomy, perhaps.

You Look Kinda Cute in that Polka Dot Bikini Giiiiiirl

I am not ashamed to admit that I am beyond excited that Jersey Shore is back. I may be one of the hundreds that saw the very first episode and wished I could get back those 2 hours of my life. However, I continued to watch and am now completely Team GTL. If I had to rank them in favorite order, it would be:

1. Snooki
2. Pauly D
3. Situation
4. J-Wow
5. Ronnie
6. Sammi
7. Vinnie
8. Angelina

I don't even really like Angelina, but since she's there (for now) I figured I would include her. I wonder how long it will be before she leaves again? And, I'd like to say, the ONLY reason she came back is because she saw how well they did the first time around and was definitely kicking herself for being an idiot.

Between studying for the LSAT and applying for jobs, I have A LOT of time for television watching. Consider that a warning because my blog is about to include a lot more entries about Danielle and her craziness, Teresa and whether or not she is actually bankrupt, whether or not Preston and Ryan will ever get along, and figuring out the correct way to pronounce Jemmey's name.

Just As I Suspected

My blog is less interesting because my life is now less interesting.

Blah.